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broken mind Like i finally do a proper blog change all by myself?! AH! thanks to the web graph lessons i have with adrian. he's good. haha. neways.. today marks the start of AMANDA'S DIET. it shall end on the 26th of March. 2 months. eat no meat with carbo. veg.. to lose weight, i'm way too fat. anyways, today i have a whole tiring day of lectures again. tmr, full day of darned tutorials. haha. tiring. oh well, i have to go to sch at 8, so i really have to sleep quite soon. hmmm. matters of the heart to me.. are gone. i guess. almost. it's just this thing that bothers me and i dont exactly wanna have to bother too much. it's too energy draining. Males dont understand what it's like to be a girl. they dont ever understand how they can corner us like kittens and make us feel damn squashed and damn frustrated, like some stupid kid totally in love with the kitten, but not letting the kitten go. HA. LOUSY ILLUSTRATION HUH. but that's exactly how i feel abt things. so now i'm not a kitten. i decided to attach wings and fly. ok this is getting quite lame. i'm a birten<-half cat half kitten. DARN LAME. sigh. listen to the music on my blog.. it's riverdance!! it's the stupid irritating shit piece we attempted but the counting was too shitty for us to handle? haha. this is it. sounds quite funny on midi. so many things have happened within this month. i love my new medisoc class. people there are damn fun. yup.. special too. hmms. their personalities perhaps more like mine. so can clique better. it's really time to grow up, isnt it/ i'm turning 18, time for me to grow up. in the eyes of many, i'm still this child, lil girl amanda, forever not growing up, the female version of peter pan. to all my aunts and uncles close to me, they still cant believe i'm 18. in their eyes i'm still that baby mandy. sigh. i wish i really AM that baby mandy. so carefree. nothing to worry about. the world really troubles huh? haha. alright shall not rattle on about the sad stuff. no i'm not thinking too much. really. just done some analysing. just analysed my life. how interesting it all is lar. and like lately, finding out that gerald is actually emily, my church friend's cousin. amazing, aint it? haha. arghhhlalalalallaa. things do change, amanda has to go round the world. in may, i'll be going to Muar with my SOL class. going to USA for 3 weeks (alone prolly) to visit Kat Ah Yi in LA and Geraldine Ah Yi in Florida. quite excited. it's confirmed already. my air ticket's gonna be booked soon. *jumps* alright.. talk to you all soon -hug- |
